A Fighter For Love Without Love

I'm a lover not a fighter

but doesn't a lover fight for love?

should I resign thoughts that aren't sane

Then what should I shall then become?

I'm a man of decency, I love the thought of love

and everything in between that leads to love

and more or less the fact it can exist

try not to give up on me, 'cause God knows

I'm so lost in space

I can change, I can be better

I will change, I will be better

I have confidence now that I used to lack

Give me a doubt and I'll turn it

right around on it's back

I was so oblivious to everything

It surrounded me

I used to think life was all about me

I hate my old selfish ways

but now I can see

I deserve love, I can be loved. I will be loved. I am Loved.

..But do I want to be? .... yet?

I'm so young, and so naive, I admit I'm not
the smartest, but I'm one of the more wiser
I'm lonely but I'm not alone
I'm tired but I won't retire
I'm all that is that I want to be
But not entirely satisfied
Until I have a partner
I'm just a piece
inside of the puzzle
Just a baby blue Robbin
waiting on it's mother
Just a space without a corner
a car without a driver
This can not be untrue
I am true, don't believe in defeat
'cause love's all there is left in me.
If I, Should I?